Cancun #1

Well I'm sitting here in Cancun, tired as hell. I barely slept last night, had to get up early today, and then spent all day on a plane or waiting for one. Plus my family pisses me off so much. I'm paying a peso a minute to use this shitty computer that has some dumbass webnote browser that won't open the gmail page. Oh well, i'll hit the beach and the bottle tommorow. Peace.



Excuse the tests but I'm bored, and I'm drinking Mickey's, or was. Anyways.

Which Greek God are You


?? Which Of The Greek Gods Are You ??
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What Kind of Kiss are You

I don't know about this one. What ya'll think? :x

You have a dominant kiss- you take charge and make
sure your partner can feel it! Done artfully,
it can be very satisfactory if he/she is into
you playing the dominant role MEORW!

What kind of kiss are you?
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What Color is Your Heart

Orange info
Your Heart is Orange

What Color is Your Heart?
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Meat and Malt Liqour

Just got off work, and I'm in the need of sittin back and chillin. So I'm eating some of the beef jerky my sister made and throwing back some fine malt liqour, Mickey's. This has got to be one of the worst beers I've ever had. But it's all we have. I had a little party awhile back and I asked these two girls what they wanted to drink and they requested Mickey's. And they were serious. So that's what they got. And tonight I'm left with the very last one. Good times.

What the hell does that mean.


Alphabet Music

I found this on some random blog I was cruising and thought it was cool, so I decided to do it. Do it to so we can compare. Just list your favorite band for every letter, that simple. Here's mine:

A. Atmosphere
B. Blink 182
C. Chi-Lites
E. Elvis
F. Foo Fighter (very hard letter)
G. Marvin Gaye
H. Hootie and the Blowfish
I. Enrique Iglesias
J. Michael Jackson
K. Kid Koala
L. LL Cool J
M. Bob Marley
N. No Doubt
O. Outkast
P. Prince
Q. Queen
R. Red Hot Chili Peppers
S. Shakira
T. Tupac
U. Usher
V. Velvet Underground
W. Wu-Tang Clan
X. Xzibit (shitty choice but only X I listen to)
Y. Weird Al Yankovic (couldn't think of anyone else)
Z. Rob Zombie

Wow, that was much harder than I thought it would be. I was distracted by the basketball game but still, I couldn't think of anything. I'm sure I left out some very obvious choices.

Good Times

I should smoke and do drugs. I think it fits my personality. I can imagine myself as a chain smoker, lighting a cigarette with the previous one. I see people who smoke and it looks like they enjoy it so much, like it relieves the pressure. You can get lost in the smoke and escape. Too bad it smells. Drugs to seem like a good thing. To enhance or dull your emotions, your senses. To help you see things that are hidden from the rest of us. To connect you to a higher being. To make you a higher being. It sounds good. But my parents told me not to, and I listened to them. I don't really know why. Nobody else listened to their parents, why did I? It wasn't like they even made it a big deal, they probably only mentioned it a couple times, but it stuck. I guess in the long run it's a good thing. I've seen the effects on those that went too far, too long, or just plain had shitty luck. Drugs are like the Sirens, calling to you, whispering your name, drawing you towards Paradise. If you're lucky you just sail on to better things, but if you're not lucky you get pulled in, then it's up to your sailing skills and Neptune's wrath. Maybe you fight it and escape with your life, your ship battered but still floating, or maybe you lose the fight or you just give in and your ship is smashed on the rocks. Yup, goodtimes. I think I'll just stick to drinking.


Draft in 2005

If you have no other reason to vote for John Kerry than do it for this one. Bush is trying to sneak one by us. He must have a big pair of balls to think he can start sending us off to fight for his crusade. Fuck him. If you think this country is divided now over Iraq, wait until this shit goes down. Fuck George Bush.

Update: You can bet, if this goes through, next year around June a lot of people will suddenly be gay. Or in Cancun.

From congress.org
There is pending legislation in the House and Senate (twin bills: S 89 and HR 163) which will time the program's initiation so the draft can begin at early as Spring 2005 -- just after the 2004 presidential election. The administration is quietly trying to get these bills passed now, while the public's attention is on the elections, so our action on this is needed immediately.

$28 million has been added to the 2004 Selective Service System (SSS) budget to prepare for a military draft that could start as early as June 15, 2005. Selective Service must report to Bush on March 31, 2005 that the system, which has lain dormant for decades, is ready for activation. Please see website: www.sss.gov/perfplan_fy2004.html to view the sss annual performance plan - fiscal year 2004.

The pentagon has quietly begun a public campaign to fill all 10,350 draft board positions and 11,070 appeals board slots nationwide.. Though this is an unpopular election year topic, military experts and influential members of congress are suggesting that if Rumsfeld's prediction of a "long, hard slog" in Iraq and Afghanistan [and a permanent state of war on "terrorism"] proves accurate, the U.S. may have no choice but to draft.

Congress brought twin bills, S. 89 and HR 163 forward this year, http://www.hslda.org/legislation/na...s89/default.asp entitled the Universal National Service Act of 2003, "to provide for the common defense by requiring that all young persons [age 18--26] in the United States, including women, perform a period of military service or a period of civilian service in furtherance of the national defense and homeland security, and for other purposes." These active bills currently sit in the committee on armed services.

Dodging the draft will be more difficult than those from the Vietnam era.

College and Canada will not be options. In December 2001, Canada and the U.S. signed a "smart border declaration," which could be used to keep would-be draft dodgers in. Signed by Canada's minister of foreign affairs, John Manley, and U.S. Homeland Security director, Tom Ridge, the declaration involves a 30-point plan which implements, among other things, a "pre-clearance agreement" of people entering and departing each country. Reforms aimed at making the draft more equitable along gender and class lines also eliminates higher education as a shelter. Underclassmen would only be able to postpone service until the end of their current semester. Seniors would have until the end of the academic year.

Even those voters who currently support US actions abroad may still object to this move, knowing their own children or grandchildren will not have a say about whether to fight. Not that it should make a difference, but this plan, among other things, eliminates higher education as a
shelter and includes women in the draft.

The public has a right to air their opinions about such an important decision.

Please send this on to all the friends, parents, aunts and uncles, grandparents, and cousins that you know. Let your children know too -- it's their future, and they can be a powerful voice for change!

Please also contact your representatives to ask them why they aren't telling their constituents about these bills -- and contact newspapers and other media outlets to ask them why they're not covering this important story.

The Evils of Liberalism

I love watching conservatives news shows, since that's all that's on TV, but I enjoy listening to the insane drivel that comes out of their mouths. They have no common sense, they're paranoid, and they can be plain stupid at times. Through Dowingba I found this site, Beyond Evil, who's tag line is 'Unmasking the moral corruption of Liberal philosophy'. Here's some of the 'unmasking' that takes place over there:
Now they look to destroy the institution of marriage; they look to destroy the idea of sexual responsibility; they look to destroy our checks and balances with their activist judges; they look to pollute our air waves with vulgarities and sexual references, they look to legalize narcotics; they look to destroy morality.

Liberalism isn't just satisfied taking a piece of the pie, it wants the whole thing. Once we allow it to have gay marriage, it'll want polygamy and then it'll adults(sic) to be able to marry kids. Just like it took the public school, it'll take marriage and any other issue we are willing to budge on.

Are you fucking serious? How do you go from gay marriage to fucking little kids. Does it really bother you that two men or two women are married? How does that affect you? Why is it your business if they are married? Just let them live their lives, they're not trying to marry you so leave them in peace. Turn the other cheek and shut the hell up.


Thong Tha-Thong

It shouldn't be funny but it is. Buy it here.


More Albums

I added a few more albums to my downloaded list. I downloaded Maroon 5 for a friend not realizing I'd actually listened to them before. They're not bad. Wouldn't rush to a concert or pay for a CD but then few bands would make me do that. Dizzee Rascal is hip hop but very fresh compared to most top 40 rap these days. Hopefully he won't do a song with Lil' John anytime soon. YEAH.

So give me some tips on what to download next. I like all types of music. Though by looks of the list, I've only downloaded Pop and Hip Hop. So give me something new to listen to.


Cool Banners

Joshua Ellis made some great banners, go pick one up.



This looks really cool. It would probably be way to irritating though. A little eyelash is enough to drive me crazy, imagine a ring. Very cool though. More Pics.

Update for those of you that asked. I am feeling better. Thanks for worrying, it's appreciated. See you all soon.


Laundry Day

I guess I'll do my laundry today. There's nothing better to do. As an added bonus, doing laundry means my room gets cleaned. So my plans today are laundry, sitting here downloading music, (Barry White just finished and I'm about halfway into Usher's latest), maybe play a little a XBox, goodtimes.

Deep down you know it's best for yourself but you
Hate the thought of her being with someone else
But you know that it's over
We know that it's through
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn

Usher - Burn


I want to blog about something meaningful, something with substance, but I have nothing. Oh there's a lot of shit packed into my brain but it's packed to tightly to get any of it out. So instead I'm sitting here in front of the computer, surfing, well not really surfing because it can't be called surfing when you only visit the same five or six pages over and over and over and over. Dammit, I know it's Sunday night but why don't you people post something new. I need it. I live through you, so fucking post.

I'm listening to Johnny Cash, and I just got done with Prince's latest album, Musicology. That's a weird jump but my taste is usually like that. I had a kick back a week or so ago, and everyone commented on how varied my mp3 collection is. I guess it's just a reflection of how confused I am mentally. God, I'm turning into a whiny bitch lately.

(Big Pun on queue)


Adios Mija

I got a missed call yesterday on my cell phone. It was from my ex, Michelle. I called her back but a guy answered the phone. She wasn't there. He'd called me because of a text message I'd sent earlier. He said he's her fiance. I couldn't breath for second. I muttered my goodbyes and dropped the phone. I couldn't believe it, it couldn't be true. Not my little Michelle. It's crazy.

I'd just gotten off the phone with Neon, who mentioned that maybe Michelle was the one for me. That I should think about going back to her. Ha, well that ship has sailed. I hope she chose a good a person. God, I hope she's happy. She deserves to be happy.


The Music of Life

My life has a soundtrack. Songs that stand out. Songs that represent specific event and times in my life. There's good songs, great songs, and a few shitty ones. I was looking through my old CD collection and it brought back a few memories.

Too $hort - BlowJob Betty - First gangsta rap song I heard. I listened to it on a field trip in 7th grade after I heard some guys singing along to it. I'd never heard anything like it. The only rap I'd listened up to that point was Hammer, Young MC, and LL. I loved it.

Lil' Troy - Wanna be a Baller - Reminds me of my first apartment with my best friend of the time. I used to crank it up and listen to this over and over. The chorus was my favorite:
Wanna be a -- baller, shot caller
Twenty inch blades -- on the Impala
Caller gettin laid tonight
Swisher rolled tight, gotta sprayed by Ike
I hit the HIIIGHWAY, making money the FLYYYY WAY
But there's got to be a BETT-ER WAYY!
A better way, better way, YEAH-AHHHH

House of The Rising Sun - Animals - This was my dorm mates favorite song. He was always playing it. It really grew on me.
There is a house in New Orleans.
They call the Rising Sun.
And it's been the ruin of many young poor boys
And God I know I'm one.

Nelly - Ride Wit Me - My first love. Our song.

Kid Rock - Picture - Living alone in a ghetto ass apartment on the East side of Vegas.
Livin' my life in a slow hell
Different girl every night at the hotel
I aint seen the sun shine in 3 damn days
Been fuelin' up on cocaine and whisky
Wish I had a good girl to miss me
Lord I wonder if I'll ever change my ways

Michael Jackson - Remember the Time - Sleep over at Clint's in middle school. He was dating the girl I had a crush on and was telling me about her. This song was playing.

Offspring - Pretty Fly - Good times in High School

Coolio - Gangsta's Paradise - First video I ever saw on MTV.

Uncle Kraker - Memphis Soul Song - Kelly
She see's the good in everything there is to see
Sometimes I wonder what she ever see's in me
I'm not always right you know
But she's never led me wrong
She moves me like a Memphis soul song
Those are some of my favorites. I don't really have a song for the current times, maybe soon.


Rick James, Bitch

Chappelle's Show

Life and Drama

I'm staring at this thinking what the fuck to write about. I feel shitty. I got drunk last night and went to work off of 4 hours of sleep which normally would be fine but hung over it's hell. And the last thing you want to do in this situation is talk to fucking retard customers. So was it worth it. Hell ya. I had a lot of fun last night. Hanging with Corpus and Mona. We played a little cards then decided to play Presidents and Assholes. I am a ruthless President. I'm more of a Dictator. You look at me funny, you drink. You move to slow on your turn, you drink. You make me drink, you drink. Twice. So ya we had a lot of fun.

We ended up at Palace Station to enjoy some of their 99 cent breakfast. We got into a discussion about how much tip you leave for a 99 cent meal. Your obviously broke which is why you would eat a 99 cent breakfast in the first place. And it's not like the service is that great. It's 2AM and the waitress sure as hell doesn't want to be there. She didn't chat us up, she didn't ask me how my food was, she didn't even bring me my drink the busser did, she didn't cook the food, all she did was write it down, why does she deserve a tip? Too bad I'm not a big enough dick to leave 15%. 15 cent tip would just have been wrong. So we gave her a couple bucks so she can afford her heroin habit. I'm Rick James Bitch!

I wasn't going to blog about his, you know, trying to censor my blog because these days you never know what family members are reading it. Mom. Hi. But anyways, fuck it, I'm Rick James. So this girl at work, out of the blue, looks at me and says 'I don't have a gag reflex.' Silence. How the hell do you answer that? You can't go around telling people stuff like that, you might send someone into shock. I was speechless. A tear came to my eye. She smiled and walked off. I wish I smoked cuz I needed a cigarette.